`` Yang... ``

I went for the interview today. I was shivering at first, but all I did was took a deep breath, told myself that I could do it, and I did it. There were four interviewers. It wasn't scary or anything. I think I did quite okay. I wasn't dumbfounded or anything like that. But there was a little 'debate' between me and another woman. She's the Chairman or something. Saw her title. Haha~! But I think I did pretty well. Let's just cross our fingers and hope for the best. But it doesn't matter. I'll find ways to work things out.


Suddenly missing Gui Yang so much. Haven't been able to see him lately. Not really used tot aht fact because I used to see him everyday. And the thing is I have nothing to do at home. I just sit in front of the stupid television. Haiz~! Hmm... 25th is coming again. Hope I can come out. Haha~! I guess I could. But I really want to work. Then I can pay back my depts. Sheesh~! I wore heels today, and now my feet really really hurt. I had to walk up and down in MOE HQ~! And those interviewers were like witches. Fuck. Luckily i still have my smile.


I really really have to find some place to go to. I'm bored stiff at home. And I'm not a gaming person, or a person who likes going online. I just chat and blog while I'm here. And I can't bloody find the songs I want in IRC~! Which is very frustrating. Lots of us got into NP. Zi Wei too, and I'm so so so happy. Although I know that the schedules are not going to be the same. Hehe~! But at least I can still get to see him around. That is if I don't go into teahing. I've just got lots to think about. But for now, I still can relax. A little. Just a little. Haiz... I really feel like sleeping now. I miss Gui Yang~! Haiz...

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